ready
Three times a day
the train rumbles
through my neighborhood,
but it’s the middle of the night run
that I want to hear.
No one can tell me
there isn’t a message in it.
People like me
are born, live and die believing
in symbolism.
We lay flat on our backs
like solar panels
ready to receive.
We also trace the jagged tops
of mountains
with our fingertips.
Should the sleeping profile
of God be there.
the Gardener
God, what are you?
I am the gardener.
Why do you want me
to know this about you?
Because you’ve been afraid of me
for so long.
God, what do you love
about a garden?
I love the seed
that splits
in the dark.
All of you forget
that under your skin
there isn’t any light.
The seed
that splits in the dark
gives life.
How should I come to you?
Do you see the child
that reaches for the flowers
that lean into
the garden path?
See how she takes them
to her face.
Be that child with me.
Jess Archer is a poet and storyteller currently finishing her MFA in Creative Writing at Texas State University. In 2016, she published Finding Home with the Beatles, Bob Dylan and Billy Graham, a heartfelt memoir chronicling her nomadic childhood and spiritual search for belonging. Her voice has resonated in literary journals such as Porter House Review and forthcoming in Bloom, and in national magazines such as Christianity Today. Beyond the page, Jess teaches English to refugee children from around the globe—a calling that echoes her own experience of growing up without a fixed sense of home. That shared feeling of rootlessness fuels her empathy and shapes her writing, where themes of displacement, identity, and the meaning of "home" frequently surface. She lives in Austin, Texas, with her husband, Americana singer-songwriter, B. Sterling. You can find Jess on Instagram.