Cosm: No. 18, 19, 20, 21, & 22
18
Our root is invisible, infinite &
eternal, concealed from us by veils
of unknowing. This is neither specter
of I know nor I don’t know.
Unknowing is faith we actualize
by restraining ourselves, just as the Infinite
does, for us to choose. Our ancestors
walked through the sea on dry land,
between walls of I know and don’t. The further
inward, the more we taper. By each
veil of ourselves we offer, You
unveil Yourself, who leads us out
the dome of Pharaoh, until nothing.
Not as we think, but as I am.
19
I am the light of the world. How
is such light that casts shadows
from stars? Light that annihilates?
If forms cannot bear the force,
they break. Myriad bangs broke
and reformed this universe, its present
state of veils the dome. The heavens
rent apart as he came up
out of the water, but he did
not break. All the while, in
the wilderness & among us,
he held this annihilating light
behind his body. On the cross,
he breathed. The universe released.
20
Release from the dome is within the soul.
John ascended within while
a prisoner of Rome. So are
we. So shall we. Rapture
isn’t physical. Two in a field:
One inside will evaporate,
the other will remain. Heavenearth
is inside out. Self-offering
is revelation. Souls with
the Lamb stay to serve. For
this hour they have come. Inside
of them, all things are new, without
need of sun or moon. They know
there is no temple, but You.
21
You never demanded animal
offerings. That was our instinct.
If so, their lives would have atoned.
But they didn’t because animals
want to live, just like us.
The whole law is karma, exacting
consequence for action, fees
for what is manifest. So
it goes in the dome ruled
by brokers who buy and sell our lives.
In place of ourselves, we sacrificed
to them. It’s easy to say he paid
the debt. Much harder to know. When he
offered himself, he shows us how.
22
How he breathed his last. His body
weight sank on the nails. Silence
fell. Rumbling below shook
above. Powers began to roil.
Shockwaves from his body broke
the dome. Its horizon vanished.
Directions dissolved. Time collapsed.
He came to. In the void,
he spread his arms and dove, a shooting
star, piercing every veil
burning in his wake. His body
molten light, his blood fire
flashing through each layer, erupting
out the other side to rise.
A veteran English teacher-activist and faith leader of a mystical Christian tradition, Michael Zysk lives to connect. Reach out to him @michaelzysk or mz@michaelzysk.com.