As I Get older, I get softer, and I hope
that one day, I will be as
soft as the clouds, no,
softer, and my bones
want to go home, to
God, ache for God, and
in that ache, I’m awake,
alive, in my chronic
pain, my eyes cry
for God, and this poem
cries for God, and I pray
that you will pray for
me, dear reader, before
I am dead, so that I,
alive, can feel the love
of God fully rear
itself deep within
my core, and I will
pray for you too, as
that is what this poem
attempts to do.
It's simple
I promised myself
to God in September.
The first. These words
commemorate. I
remember. The moment
strikes me, clashes
against the before.
I, now, am so thankful
for something as simple
as the touch of these
bedsheets, the sound
of the crickets outside,
such beauty bound up
in every moment, this
very moment, never
alone, because I, now,
believe, so light, so
good, like snow.
Ron Riekki’s latest book is the poetry collection We're Also Wounded. Right now, he's watching the 1986 documentary Gerard Manley Hopkins: To Seem a Stranger.