A workman at st. Peters
He’s installing organ pipes
in a hundred-year-old church,
giving breath to granite walls,
high stained-glass windows
that cast holy shadows across stone floors.
Purchased from years of small donations,
the organ sits high at the side of the altar,
awaits its lungs, its nostrils.
For so long, the choir has sung
to their own music,
luminous sure,
but in need of a chest
to provide for their voices.
Under his diligence,
flue goes here, reed there,
props in resonation,
conduits to the airstream.
The church
is of a Christian mind,
boasts a heart of spirit,
limbs of pews and vestibules,
and now this.
poem of the light
The secret of believing
is to possess
the most priceless thing
in the universe,
is to have it
in a world that has no way
of teaching me to find it,
is to believe in the believing,
that what is sought
cannot be found,
that whoever has spirit enough
to wait for it
discovers that it comes
to them eventually.
I see people who seem to know
but I don’t follow them.
No staggered run
across the rocky plains
after the crazy man.
No following the glitter
of shaman fingers
into the sparkling woods.
The echo of my heart-beat,
my thoughts, my footsteps,
walking through this world
is all the litanies I need,
my silent tongue
at peace in my mouth,
the only hallelujah.
I am reminded of the light,
how it can cut through
the darkness at any time,
in any place,
how I am not the cause
of it being here,
only the result
of my being in it.
The painting of saint sebastian
I imagine myself bringing water
to his parched lips,
hands reaching above
the arrows that dig into his flesh
to wet the winter death
with cool spring.
My tiny cup of liquid
would bring a smile
where there was only sacrifice,
like all fresh, Wet things
would triumph with tenderness.
I see pain
but I believe ministrations.
I find beauty destroyed,
faith sated and unharmed.
John Grey is an Australian poet, US resident, recently published in New World Writing, California Quarterly and Lost Pilots. Latest books, “Between Two Fires”, “Covert” and “Memory Outside The Head” are available through Amazon. Work upcoming in the Seventh Quarry, La Presa and Doubly Mad.