The Twenty-second of june in my Thirty-first year
I
New doubts darken the green time dance
Not a hint cooler the air
Not a blush redder the leaves
Yet my steps brace against a snow pregnant wind
Is this the cost of a misspent spring?
To harvest and hoard
A foreshortened year
Gathering wheat into ever larger granaries?
What fall from summer fullness do I wish
The yellow surrender
Of the fruitful south
Or a northern flame to scorn the sudden chill?
II
I listen at dawn to the standing oak
To the leaf speech
To the wind song
To the wisdom of deep rooted winters
The wanton oak gives all in every season
Shade in the summer
Acorns in the fall
Sweet hymns of resurrection in the spring
Must I waste to the winds a prodigal summer
Heedless of industry
Of the squirrel’s contempt
Gathering only winter sleep and spring awakening?
III
I listen at noon to the river running
To the spring’s babble
To the rapid’s roar
To the slow erosion of uncertain banks.
The river’s end is not a word in time
No count of days constrict
No winding paths forsake
Her patient rush to find an end in ocean
Must I dissolve at last to ever be
Heedless of time
Of a true drawn course
Scorning all for the sea’s annihilation?
IV
I whisper at dusk to the wayward moon
The waxing and waning
The rootless and wandering
The searching and sought after, helpless moon
The moon is full in love’s reflected light
Swift in pursuit
Overtaken at last
He vanishes into the flame’s embrace
I shall be borne upon another’s course
Heedless of roots
Of a certain end
Content to chase the love that chases me
Danny Collins is a Christian, poet, and factory worker from the hills of Upstate New York.