keeping watch
This eve a flock of sheep has wandered
out of their barn all worn into the fenced pasture
frozen, still, silent
keeping watch, it seems.
Their breath hangs in the air, gentle.
The night is wrapped in fleece
as snow falls, tender mild;
a peaceful pastoral postcard
black and white, holy, bright.
O wonder. Look
at the way they stop, stand, eyes wide
lifting their lowly heads, looking up
seeing what we don’t see
knowing something more, impossible to ignore
something that insists they pay attention
something we miss, with our eyes closed shut.
the return
~ After Mary Oliver ~
When I went back to my window
none of it had gone away.
Trash receptacles still lined the street
on which Amazon trucks drop their deliveries
on front stoops in yards that mirror each other
with the same perfect grass
under the sky steeping an earl gray tea
the hum of the highway
and an almost-rain.
Where is the sea with her salted waves, soft faced shells
countries of mockingbirds, swans and dunes
the book-eating pond with the pink-tongued goose?
Where is my song? Where is God all delicate?
I must learn to say grace
drink from the palm of my hand.
The Epiphany of Threes: The Visit, the Miracle, the Baptism
~ After Robert Frost’s Acquainted With the Night ~
I have become acquainted with the night.
Thoughts careen like bats in my mind, all wings.
In silent rooms, lonely days without light
I get lost, turned around with mundane things.
I look for stories written in the stars
I fear change, fear that I’m more, I’m nothing.
If I stay long enough I find my heart.
In simple, serendipitous visits
the ordinary turns to wine in jars.
These baptismal moments of sublime gift
reveal a divine manifestation.
The darkness lifts. I’m no longer adrift.
Nothing changes, yet I have come undone.
There’s a theophany of three in One.
Angela Hoffman’s poetry collections include Resurrection Lily (Kelsay Books, 2022) and Olly Olly Oxen Free (forthcoming, Kelsay Books, 2023). She placed third in the WFOP Kay Saunders Memorial Emerging Poet in 2022. She has written a poem a day since the start of the pandemic. Angela lives in rural Wisconsin.